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Joey Mcintyre-L.A Blue

akusukahujan — Fri, 29 Jun 2007 13:53:05 +0000

LA Blue,
Momentarily got me down.
The more I think of you,
the more I hate this town.
and I hope to find my way back home real soon.
I need someone to cure my…

LA blue
How do I get around?
I don’t wanna lose,
myself in the crowd.
Well I’m sorry if I ain’t making the right moves.
I’m just stuck here in my…

Maybe I’m crazy but I think I’m here to stay
Where my soul’s 3,000 miles away
I don’t need a million dollar deal to make me
Damn I miss you
I’d walk back to get you if I could
Can’t stand another night in Hollywood
I need another way to open up my mind

It’s not fair
How’d you get so far away
The more I imagine me there
The more the memories fade
And I won’t be coming back anytime soon
If you could only feel my

La Blue..
What can you do?
You won’t be here forever
It’s all in your mind

Maybe I’m crazy but I think I’m here to stay
Where my soul’s 3,000 miles away
I don’t need a million dollar deal to make me
Damn I miss you
I’d walk back to get you if I could
Can’t stand another night in Hollywood
I need another way to open up my mind

La Blue
Maybe it ain’t so bad
The more I see of you
The more I wish I had
ohh.oh…oh…oh….
ahhh…ahhh

Damn I miss you
I’m maybe crazy baby
and you’re so far away yeah
Open up my mind

Ohhh….oh…oh…oh…

I’d walk back to get you if I could
You know I would
Damn I miss you……

note : I love this song so bad…. hikzzzzzz……….

apa yang terpikirkan olehku???

akusukahujan — Fri, 29 Jun 2007 13:40:26 +0000

saat sendiri adalah saat paling baik untuk merenung… merenungi hidup… pastinya… begitu banyak hal-hal yang terus direnungi… hal-hal tersulit dalam hidup yang memaksa untuk direnungi… dari merenungi satu masalah hingga bermacam-macam masalah… dari masalah kecil sampe masalah terbesar… terkadang butiran airmata menjadi salah satu ekspresi dari kepenatan rasa akan masalah hidup, kalo masalah yang dipikirkan begitu menyesakkan dada…berteriak malah salah satu hal yang dianjurkan… yah,,apalagi yang dapat terpikirkan kalo semua menjadi satu pikiran,, semua meminta untuk direnungi…dan dipikirkan.. sehingga membuat dada ini terasa sesak… sehingga tak ada waktu lagi untuk menghirup nafas kehidupan… sesak… yeah… but it’s the true life… it’s not a life without problems….

riweuh euyyy….

akusukahujan — Tue, 19 Jun 2007 05:50:30 +0000

riweuh (maaf kl tulisannya salah) banget akhir-akhir ini. tugas yang menumpuk dan minta untuk segera diselesaikan pas ujian akhir semester ato bahasa kerenna UAS. puyeng, ribet, males, ngantuk, lemes, ga bersemangat, semuanya campur aduk sampe bikin emosi naik turun alias sensitive abis. belum lagi dosen yang ngedadak ngasih tugas di pertemuan terakhir kuliah (minggu2 terakhir sebelum minggu tenang). minggu tenang juga bukan minggu yang tenang, karena masih harus ngerjain tugas yang harus dikumpulin pas uas. it’s makes me crazy at all. ga tau tugas mana yang harus dikerjain lebih dulu. banyak bahan-bahan tugas yang didapat malah tambah bikin ribet pikiran. belom lagi waktu tidur yang kurang karena harus ngerjain tugas sampe harus begadang semaleman. belom lagi tugas gw sebagai bendahara umum (bendum) HMJHI yang kemaren2 harus bikin LPJ (laporan pertanggung jawaban) kegiatan-kegiatan HMJHI.

waahhh….riweuh tenan…. i need a long holiday

You Are….

akusukahujan — Mon, 18 Jun 2007 09:49:41 +0000

You are what you think.

you are what you go for.

you are what you do.

[Bob Richards]

Maroon 5-Makes Me Wonder

akusukahujan — Mon, 18 Jun 2007 09:46:43 +0000

[Verse]
I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you’re going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you’re feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I’ve been here before
One day I’ll wake up
And it won’t hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don’t have a meaning
Cause

[Bridge]
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I…and so this is goodbye

James Morrison-You Give Me Something

akusukahujan — Sun, 10 Jun 2007 07:17:44 +0000

You only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I’ve gotten in too deep

For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I’ve never bought you flowers
I can’t work out what they mean

I never thought that I’d love someone
That was someone else’s dream

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might call you from my heart

But it might be a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Are gonna come out anyway

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try
Please give me something

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I’m willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

anggota keluarga baru…

akusukahujan — Sun, 10 Jun 2007 07:15:16 +0000

i’m so happy for two days…why?? coz i have new brother in my family…

a boy was born from my aunt… he’s so cute anyway..

his name is Muhammad Nur Arfan Ismail (like a girl name,,but don’t worry, he’s still a boy =)

so,welcome home,,my brother….

ps: fotonya menyusul…

Nada Surf- Inside of Love

akusukahujan — Thu, 07 Jun 2007 14:19:23 +0000

Watching terrible tv
It kills all thought
Getting spacier than
An astronaut
Making out with people
I hardly know or like
I can’t believe what i do
Late at night
I wanna know what it’s like
On the inside of love
I’m standing at the gates
I see the beauty above
Only when we get to see
The aerial view
Will the patterns show
We’ll know what to do
I know the last page so well
I can’t see the first
So i just don’t start
It’s getting worse

[chorus]
I can’t find my way in
I try again and again
I’m on the outside of love
Always under or above
Must be a different view
To be a me with a you
Of course i’ll be alright

I just had a bad night

bener2 pesta buku

akusukahujan — Thu, 07 Jun 2007 14:16:01 +0000

tadi siang gw, lidiya, tata, and the couple (vita and tomo) jalan2 ke istora senayan, tempat pameran buku 2007 . tadinya sih cuma niat jalan2 doang untuk menghilangkan kepenatan setelah ber-jam2 bersemedi di perpus toek ngerjain tugas2 yang udah harus dikumpulin akhir bulan juni ini. tapi pas nyampe disana.. bukan cuma niat jalan2nya doang yg terlaksana tapi pake tambahan beli beberapa buku (yg tadinya ga ada niatan untuk beli buku),, and ngerampok buku gretongan a.k.a gratisan dari stand CSIS… hahaha… alhasil gw pulang dengan ngebawa 2 kantong penuh buku yang kira2 jumlah bukunya ada sekitar 20-an buku lebih… hihihi…. bener2 pesta buku buat gw dan temen2 gw….

in my 21 years old…

akusukahujan — Sun, 22 Apr 2007 10:14:52 +0000

today is my b’day. now i’m 21 years old. tapi rasa2nya gw udah hidup lama banget… berbagai macam kejadian udah gw alami.. beberapa kejadian merupakan proses pendewasaan diri…(timingnya tepat bgt sebelum ultah gw yg ke 21). mulai dari menerima kenyataan (secara paksa). when you believe it’s good for you.. you have to accept it…

yah, new age, more mature… thanks to god who’s always give me the best experience in my life, and always give the best thing for me.